Thursday, September 26, 2002

At this moment in time, i feel so confused and sick of whatever is going on around me. it is so tiring and its taking out most of me. Pains and screw ups happen all the time and life just stinks more as you go deeper and deeper into it. any of this 'jackshit' ever happen to you? School stinks. and im TIRED! argh! pmr is dragging me into an ocean of emoitions! SCREW LIFE! why can't i be happy and carefree the way people see me?? another thing is!! WHY THE FUCK CAN'T PEOPLE TAKE ME SERIOUSLY!!!! URGH URGH AND DOUBLE URGH! i wish i could lock myself up and tear myself apart!!! eek!